in the midst of the cold night

I think you can do much better than me
After all the lies that I made you believe
Guilt kicks in then I start to see
The edge of the bed where your nightgown used to be

I told myself I won't miss you
But I remember
What it feels like beside you

I really miss your hair in my face and the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me

While looking through your old box of notes
I found those pictures I took that you were looking for
If there's one memory I don't wanna lose
That time at the mall
You and me in the dressing room

I told myself I won't miss you
But I remember
What it feels like beside you

I really miss your hair in my face and the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me

The bed I'm laying in is getting colder
Wish you never would have said it's over
And I can't pretend I won't think about you when I'm older
'Cause we never really had our closure.
This can't be the end
End

I really miss your hair in my face and the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me


Better than me - Hinder


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I don't know what happened then, the blame is probably is on me. Its hard to be in such, had nothing to do and don't know how to get back.

The night is getting colder, and the problems even gets things worse. No closure perhaps, I'm still hoping and she's always been there. No problem as it seems, but there would always be that barrier.

I know I haven't done anything right... Just popped out of my mind in the midst of a long cold night.