Preparing the Last Chapter

Papaano ba tapusin ang matagal na palang tapos?


Sadyang bulag at nagmamaang-maangan lang siguro ako nang hindi ko pansinin ang totoong nangyayari. Kumakapit pa at umaasang maaayos ang lahat kahit alam mong hindi na talaga pwede.

Tumatakas ako sa mundo, para hindi niya hanapin ang dapat ay huling yugto na magsasabi ng mga kasagutan. Hinihintay na lamang ang bawat salitang bibitawan ko, takot ako magkamali, takot akong makagawa ng hindi tama dahil isang pagkakamali na lang, wala na ang dalawang taon kong pinaghirapan. Ako naman si tanga, umasa, binitawan mo na pala ako noon pa lang.

Manhid na siguro ako kaya hindi ako makaiyak ng kahit isang luha, tulog na nga ba ang puso kong umaasa pa na maaayos ang lahat? Ayoko na.

Bakit ganun?
You've always been there during my best - JUST during my best. Nasaan ka nung nangailangan ako? nasaan ka ngayong naguguluhan at nahihirapan ako? Habang nanlulumo ako sa huling yugtong aking isusulat, ikaw nama'y humahawak sa kamay ng iba, nagpapakasaya kasama ng iba. Ganun na lamang ba ako para ipagpalit ng kay bilis?

Sigh. Ewan.

Ilang araw nalang ay matatapos ko na ang huling yugto.
Sisimulan ko na ang pagbibilang ng 3-Months na hindi mo man lang naisip.


Matapos ang aklat na ito, ipapakita ko sa mundo ang lahat ng inakala mong hindi ko kaya.

What Major is Right for you

WHAT MAJOR IS RIGHT FOR YOU?

You scored as a Visual&PerformingArts

You should strongly consider majoring (or minoring) in the Visual or Performing Arts (e.g., Art, Art Education, Art History, Ceramics, Culinary Arts, Dance, Drawing, Fashion Design, Film, Graphic Design, Interior Design, Marketing (advertising), Music, Music Education, Music Theory, Painting, Photography, Theatre). It is possible that the best major for you is your 2nd, 3rd, or even 5th listed category, so be sure to consider ALL majors in your OTHER high scoring categories (below). You may score high in a category you didnt think you would--it is possible that a great major for you is something you once dismissed as not for you. The right major for you will be something 1) you love and enjoy and 2) are really great at it. Consider adding a minor or double majoring to make yourself standout and to combine your interests.

History/Anthropology/LiberalArts 81% Visual&PerformingArts 81% HR/BusinessManagement 75% French/Spanish/OtherLanguage 69% Accounting/Finance/Marketing 63% Psychology/Sociology 56% English/Journalism/Comm 56% Education/Counseling 56% PoliticalScience/Philosophy 56% Religion/Theology 44% Biology/Chemistry/Geology 44% Physics/Engineering/Computer 38% Nursing/AthleticTraining/Health 31% Mathematics/Statistics 25% merely true! no.4 choice ko ang Accountancy!! during my 4th year, i usually choose Film and AV Communication as my first, followed by Architecture, then Tourism or Economics, and my fourth Accountancy.. Tama pala ang choice ko for Liberal Arts. :) take this quiz!

Waiting for the Last Dance

I'm hearing the symphony again although in a different tune, singing our melodies of love. But where were you all along? You've left a clue, but i wouldn't believe that you can leave me all alone and be in the arms of another. Yes, jealousy and bitterness have taken over me, at least I am aware of the fact that I have to weep for things happened. Its seems that you were able to smile again - good for you. I'll always be happy for you.

You've given me freedom, but left me still in slave of your love. I am left misunderstood and misjudged. How can things work out? Yes, I am crying foul for things did not worked out right. Don't worry I'll be ready to accept everything. Tell me that you already don't and I'll be the one to raise the white flag and accept the defeat.

If you are to give me freedom, give it wholeheartedly.
Let's finish the last dance, if this is what you really want.

Is it time to begin our last dance? that I may already weep and be defeated in good faith. I'll let the world embrace and hide me from all the pain, take me away from all this uncertainty that you may already start anew.

- mikagiyasuo02

Congrats! New Thomasian CPAs!

Congrats to the newest batch of thomasian Certified Public Accountants. :)

University of Santo Tomas Alfredo M. Velayo College of Accountancy
88% Passing Rate
93% Passing Rate for First Takers
6 Topnotchers

Sorry for those I haven't included in the list. :) peace.

To ASC0809, Lakasdiwa Accountancy,
4A1, 4A4 - Social Climbers Society, JPIA0809

Congrats! Keep it up.
FInally after years of hard work and torture. haha!
So proud of you guys!

Sa Bingit ng Isang Paalam

Hindi ko alam kung ano ang dapat gawin at hindi ko din alam kung ano ang dapat sabihin. Nakatulala lang ako at naghihintay ng pagkakataon na makapagpaliwanag, pero hanggang ngayon hindi ko pa din alam ang sasabihin ko kung sakali mang magkaroon ng pagkakataon na makapagusap.

"isang paalam" ito lang pala ang katapat ng lahat. Ang dalawang taong paglalakbay ay napahinto lang ng ilang salitang binitiwan. Hindi ko alam kung bakit kailangan pang mapatagal ang lahat, may problema na pala pero hindi pa sinasabi. Pero oo nga pala, hindi nga pala talaga kami di ba? sino ako para magreklamo sa bagay-bagay.

Hindi ba't dapat sa isang relasyon, hindi lang isa ang may problema? hindi lang din isa ang tama, sabi nga sa One More Chance "it takes two grown-ups to make a relationship work".

Ang masakit, bakit hindi kayang maghintay, bakit hindi kayang makinig, bakit hindi kayang umintindi. Sa panahon ng pinakakailangan ko ng pag-unawa, tsaka pa bumitaw. Alam kong madami akong pagkukulang pero hindi ko maintindihan kung bakit kailangang yumakap sa iba para lang maibsan ang lamig na nadarama. Kaya ngayon hindi ko alam kung saan at papaano ang gagawin, dahil masyadong nabigla ang lahat.

Kailan kaya ang pagkakataon na makapagusap dahil sa ngayon tayo'y tila nasa bingit pa rin ng isang paalam.



Kailangan nating isiping lubos
Ano nga bang ating dahilan?
Sa’n nga ba tayo nakatuon?
Kay rami nang mga nagdaan

Sa isang paalam lamang ba lahat magtatapos?

- Sa Bingit ng Isang Paalam, Spongecola

Flight of the F-19: The Beginning of the 19th Year

The F-19 Stealth Jet Fighter has set to take a year of adventure and another set of challenges

Others would wonder the reason behind F-19, it is a Stealth Fighter commissioned by the US Air Force, but then its existence wasn't accounted during the World War II.


Why choose a Stealth Jet Fighter as a theme for my 19th Birthday? It is because in this year that when I must aim to break the limits and be able to burst to the vast sky. Vague as it may seem, but the target of this year is to break out with my conventional ideas, my childish philosophies, my own problems with my own self, my over-radical ideologies, and to be able to change for the better - a new, improved and a better me.

My 18th year had been a challenging one. in this year, I must do something about it in order to grow as I step outside the teenage life to the more matured, and yes, older me. (its hard to admit it :P) I must work on my own challenges that I may go on, kick forward and be able to go on.

I am always then thankful everyone for accompanying me in this journey, for being witnesses and mentors, and for guiding me along.. :)

Fly higher and higher towards the endless future,
Lift up your hands and we'll fly towards the vast sky
Let's kick the ground and together, move forward!
- mikagiyasuo02