a week has already passed. and it's not good.
i've been thinking about stuffs lately, and i wondered why it took me this late to notice things and to get to know myself more, i guess because of the current situation i am in, a situation i can consider as the hardest challenge i ever encountered as of date.
at this rate wherein everyone seems to notice my difference amidst all, I HAVE TO ADAPT, TO ACT and TO BE MATURE.
over the past week, i've been sending "emo" quote messages just to get over what i feel, to stop thinking and move on. I even get exhausted and got so emotional. thanks to joko, charm, hearty, kevin, robin, kuya eman, ate jeanne, camille, kuya randolph, kuya vince, tatie, marge, dennis, akina, carlsberg, arch, tope, yziel, karen p., ivan, kiel, bel, madz, guggles, nikko, kuya stu, claire, iris, chum, mam ailil, mam dawn, and karen-kun for cheering me up and witnessing my fight.
i can't get over as i walk along the hallways, seeing people having their life. i wasn't able to go back and see the home I was in for about 2 years, miss my friends, miss the world i was in before. I MISS MY LIFE. Kuya eman said that in what happened to me, i should've realized the value of things. and heck, i really knew how to value things and time then.
in spite of everything, as i may quote what ma'am ailil said, "buti nakakangiti ka na", yes I am able to smile amidst my problems. but before our conversation she's very worried about my situation, she even talked to kuya eman and arch to update what happened to me. i guess, i have to be mature in this situation, to face my problems and not to cry over it.
I have to be fight and be courageous for myself and for everyone around me.
The world will always keep turning.
And so, one must always keep aiming,
not to stop and cry in the shadow
but to adjust and conquer the flow.
This is the life. This is the challenge.
- mikagiyasuo02
i've been thinking about stuffs lately, and i wondered why it took me this late to notice things and to get to know myself more, i guess because of the current situation i am in, a situation i can consider as the hardest challenge i ever encountered as of date.
at this rate wherein everyone seems to notice my difference amidst all, I HAVE TO ADAPT, TO ACT and TO BE MATURE.
over the past week, i've been sending "emo" quote messages just to get over what i feel, to stop thinking and move on. I even get exhausted and got so emotional. thanks to joko, charm, hearty, kevin, robin, kuya eman, ate jeanne, camille, kuya randolph, kuya vince, tatie, marge, dennis, akina, carlsberg, arch, tope, yziel, karen p., ivan, kiel, bel, madz, guggles, nikko, kuya stu, claire, iris, chum, mam ailil, mam dawn, and karen-kun for cheering me up and witnessing my fight.
i can't get over as i walk along the hallways, seeing people having their life. i wasn't able to go back and see the home I was in for about 2 years, miss my friends, miss the world i was in before. I MISS MY LIFE. Kuya eman said that in what happened to me, i should've realized the value of things. and heck, i really knew how to value things and time then.
in spite of everything, as i may quote what ma'am ailil said, "buti nakakangiti ka na", yes I am able to smile amidst my problems. but before our conversation she's very worried about my situation, she even talked to kuya eman and arch to update what happened to me. i guess, i have to be mature in this situation, to face my problems and not to cry over it.
I have to be fight and be courageous for myself and for everyone around me.
The world will always keep turning.And so, one must always keep aiming,
not to stop and cry in the shadow
but to adjust and conquer the flow.
This is the life. This is the challenge.
- mikagiyasuo02
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