does anyone here thinks that i can do everything? no i can't...
my friends probably observed that i don't have much time to study, yes and its my fault for i don't want to study in the field of accounting, but now that i am determined to change things, to study and have my own priorities. I need to do things the way i wanted it to be, but still with respect to everyone around me.
i know how to deal with the people around me and up to what extent would i have to tease them or hang out with them, for i am that sensitive in dealing with people around me.
its just that, its pissing me off to think that giving me few days with a harsh deadline thinking that it is so UNFAIR.. what if i would have another priority, i know that it is still a responsibility to consider, but i already had set my own time for it but things went wrong and i don't blame anyone for it.
i am not someone to think big, i may not have the powers to be so, i am just a regular teenager who can do things and is also sensitive and needs to be respected. so what if i'm staying in the middle-level of the heirarchy, still i know i am doing my best, i am respecting my seniors, colleagues and the whole team. I am asking for the same favor in return.
that is what i have learned with my ASC and LD Family, that amidst the stress is the respect and care that they still show. i am an IMPERFECT person, not always able to meet some deadlines (i repeat, not all), i may not have that superb designs and ideas, but I AM DOING MY VERY BEST. If you are not able to see my worth and my effort, and so do I care about you?
I am very thankful to everyone who appreciates and observes my efforts and works, giving me confidence and determination to continue doing the best that i can do. just to plug in, thanks to my CSC Colleagues for helping me out, its a first time that i've been doing just what i have to do and that's it, i learned to ask for help and do the only things i needed to do.
my friends probably observed that i don't have much time to study, yes and its my fault for i don't want to study in the field of accounting, but now that i am determined to change things, to study and have my own priorities. I need to do things the way i wanted it to be, but still with respect to everyone around me.
i know how to deal with the people around me and up to what extent would i have to tease them or hang out with them, for i am that sensitive in dealing with people around me.
its just that, its pissing me off to think that giving me few days with a harsh deadline thinking that it is so UNFAIR.. what if i would have another priority, i know that it is still a responsibility to consider, but i already had set my own time for it but things went wrong and i don't blame anyone for it.
i am not someone to think big, i may not have the powers to be so, i am just a regular teenager who can do things and is also sensitive and needs to be respected. so what if i'm staying in the middle-level of the heirarchy, still i know i am doing my best, i am respecting my seniors, colleagues and the whole team. I am asking for the same favor in return.
that is what i have learned with my ASC and LD Family, that amidst the stress is the respect and care that they still show. i am an IMPERFECT person, not always able to meet some deadlines (i repeat, not all), i may not have that superb designs and ideas, but I AM DOING MY VERY BEST. If you are not able to see my worth and my effort, and so do I care about you?
I am very thankful to everyone who appreciates and observes my efforts and works, giving me confidence and determination to continue doing the best that i can do. just to plug in, thanks to my CSC Colleagues for helping me out, its a first time that i've been doing just what i have to do and that's it, i learned to ask for help and do the only things i needed to do.
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