" 'Awkward' is the word of the week" - Lil' bro Arch.
- Awkward -
During the past several months, others would really think that I am that confident and courageous enough to face the toughest persons in front of me, I guess its what I have learned in university grounds as i played with my friends, classmates and acquaintances, but deep inside that personality is a normal nerd simply trying to act out in front of the audience. Heck its for their entertainment and so as they can learn something for me.
Playing with the though players in the field give me the chance to learn how to gain that personality, I owe them big thanks! I remember Robin Calimag stated that "ganun talaga pag magaling madaming detractors at dapat wag kang magpa-api sa mga yun". or something like that. True enough, from a simple nerd, I can adapat and play out as if i can face all the world's problems.
Earlier, I went on to the battlefield with my lil' brother, being protected by our guardian angel, I ate the high ranking officials' dust for the sake of winning but we failed to surpass the battle for today. I couldn't even imagine that i can play with those officials thinking that they are high ranking than me, who's in their league is just an ordinary cadet from nowhere.
Playing with the though players in the field give me the chance to learn how to gain that personality, I owe them big thanks! I remember Robin Calimag stated that "ganun talaga pag magaling madaming detractors at dapat wag kang magpa-api sa mga yun". or something like that. True enough, from a simple nerd, I can adapat and play out as if i can face all the world's problems.
Earlier, I went on to the battlefield with my lil' brother, being protected by our guardian angel, I ate the high ranking officials' dust for the sake of winning but we failed to surpass the battle for today. I couldn't even imagine that i can play with those officials thinking that they are high ranking than me, who's in their league is just an ordinary cadet from nowhere.
- Legacy-
The month opened with vast opportunities and events for me to somehow enjoy and appreciate despite the fact that i am currently bleeding as i am still fighting in the battlefield.
In the walls of the college is a reminder of the blood i shed, literally on the walls, putting my life at risk, may it be a reminder of the life i lost, hope i grabbed on to and experiences i gained upon my stay. Others may have greeted me with such legacy, but that would always be a reminder of the bittersweet feeling i had back then before they were put into hanging.
I even asked some professors about the essence of legacy in my being, a professor even gave me another opportunity earlier, heck a work that will be used for more than 20 years i guess and a legacy left which will in time go on as long as the university live.
In the walls of the college is a reminder of the blood i shed, literally on the walls, putting my life at risk, may it be a reminder of the life i lost, hope i grabbed on to and experiences i gained upon my stay. Others may have greeted me with such legacy, but that would always be a reminder of the bittersweet feeling i had back then before they were put into hanging.
I even asked some professors about the essence of legacy in my being, a professor even gave me another opportunity earlier, heck a work that will be used for more than 20 years i guess and a legacy left which will in time go on as long as the university live.
I asked about the recognition and opportunities i am having still, heck i don't deserve much having a too imperfect life, but that imperfectness made me unique amongst the rest.
An awkward legacy i may leave upon continuing this fight i can call my own battlefield.
An awkward legacy i may leave upon continuing this fight i can call my own battlefield.
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