Life, as it goes on, gives answers to my problems... happy? not much, for it still leaves some unanswered and even more complicated.
How can I ever fight the someone if destiny won't allow me to. Its a matter of right choice - sir rey barrera (organizational behavior), every decision counts and it is up to me to decide and to make a plan.
Giving up is the worst thing that could happen to me, I am already here in this place wherein I can experience the scene that I just dream of months ago, yet my mind says not to. Even other friends said to stop this stuff. Maybe you, readers, are confused with what I'm talking about..
She's too uncertain.. its like catching up to the star that is impossible to hold, I can see and be with her but I could never have that unique tie with her. I guess there would come the time that I'd forget what I am fighting for. I just hope that I could change and act quickly.
Its my fault, yes. My priorities are divided. I hope that my friends understand what I am into. Being in separate universities and irregular sessions in AMVCoA, plus responsibilities and duties makes it hard for me to adjust.
Earlier, I felt floating. (hearty rejean and step-dad andie saw me unwell) I don't know, maybe the sense of belongingness is still missing. Yet I already found it in my friends in the previous 2A8 and in the Council. Maybe I just miss them, used to being with them given that we bonded merely a year.
The Council helps me to be responsible and encourages me to study, having friends and new colleagues plus the passion in the arts, fun experiences and the duty to serve makes me whole, Thanks to them. I just hope that everything would be ok and great.
I just hope that I can forget about these uncertainties and issues and start working to build the path for my future. The doubt regarding Accountancy strikes back. Waah!!
How can I ever fight the someone if destiny won't allow me to. Its a matter of right choice - sir rey barrera (organizational behavior), every decision counts and it is up to me to decide and to make a plan.
Giving up is the worst thing that could happen to me, I am already here in this place wherein I can experience the scene that I just dream of months ago, yet my mind says not to. Even other friends said to stop this stuff. Maybe you, readers, are confused with what I'm talking about..
She's too uncertain.. its like catching up to the star that is impossible to hold, I can see and be with her but I could never have that unique tie with her. I guess there would come the time that I'd forget what I am fighting for. I just hope that I could change and act quickly.
Its my fault, yes. My priorities are divided. I hope that my friends understand what I am into. Being in separate universities and irregular sessions in AMVCoA, plus responsibilities and duties makes it hard for me to adjust.
Earlier, I felt floating. (hearty rejean and step-dad andie saw me unwell) I don't know, maybe the sense of belongingness is still missing. Yet I already found it in my friends in the previous 2A8 and in the Council. Maybe I just miss them, used to being with them given that we bonded merely a year.
The Council helps me to be responsible and encourages me to study, having friends and new colleagues plus the passion in the arts, fun experiences and the duty to serve makes me whole, Thanks to them. I just hope that everything would be ok and great.
I just hope that I can forget about these uncertainties and issues and start working to build the path for my future. The doubt regarding Accountancy strikes back. Waah!!
