when everything around you seems to fall...

i couldn't make myself that happy if someone around me is about fall..

what would i do to comfort their hopeless hearts? their dreams are shattered with just a blink.. a swift event that changed our lives a lot.

after what happened months ago, i thought that there is always been another way.. but what if that sudden light closed its ways? its my fault to give false hopes then. i tried to help.. i didn't expect a change in policies that stopped their way to another dream.

now? dreams are shattered because of one's malpractice and injustice (damn you, amf!), i often push myself to help, knowing that they are in need of a friend to comfort them.. a problem that i somewhat can relate to..

i need to be courageous enough to be with them.. to overcome my own trials that can never be at par with what they have now.

i have to accept the fact that we wouldn't be the same as before.. others would be going and we would be often complete.. i just wish that we can preserve what we have.



how can i keep standing if everyone around me is falling?? T_T
can i still give a hand even if i know that even my own is not that well??
how?..